A Sian Friday...

Today was supposed to be a fun day... There was a movie planned for the night, and a stayover in Jinyuan's hall... Both happened, but... I dunno why I just can't get into things... Honestly, I was looking forward to this night since Wednesday, more as a break from work than anything... Especially after yesterday's hiatus with the extremely late fieldwork essay's problems. This morning to afternoon was spent trying to stay awake in school, even though French was pretty fun, and I didn't particularly understand the tutorial, but I suppose after looking at my notes abit I'll end up understanding most of it... Computing hasn't exactly helped any, especially with SMSes from IVLE coming in about the next lab submission, which opened today and is graded, plus the results from midterm coming in... Neither of which I particularly want to see... All this happened in school, so I was still pretty happily looking forward to the movie and stuff, but I really don't know what happened...

Just had a sudden feeling come over me, that really made everything that was going on feel not very worthwhile... Had a whole list of things I felt like eating at the food court, but in the end I didn't feel like eating anything... Ended up buying something just to keep myself busy, otherwise I'm pretty sure everyone would've taken a long time to finish their food, stopping even more often to ask me what's wrong... After dinner we went to take a walk around in one of those little cute-stuff shops on the 3rd level of JP... They had some nice things, and the cute turtles Adrielle and her friends have were there, but I just didn't feel like walking around inside... Eventually went outside to listen to some music and look down at the wandering crowd on the first floor... Wonder what happened to my acrophobia... The movie was... pretty brainless honestly... I mean, the Matrixish-action was pretty good, but there's a serious lack in plot... Just as well, it was a nice movie to just sit and stone in... Sitting here typing this on Notepad while watching Jinyuan and Daniel play Fifa 06 and my IE absolutely refuses to let me go anywhere, so I can't even blog properly... I'll transfer this over to my thumbdrive and paste it into IE later... Waiting for a call that'll send us scurrying off to supper, but I don't think I'll eat anything... No appetite honestly... Forced myself to finish an entire box of popcorn just because I felt like it... I think I'll end up putting on weight again with this eating... I just hope it doesn't result in me having to get another two boxes of ice cream like the last time...

Why stay somewhere you don't belong?

Just came back from supper not long ago, didn't eat anything as expected... Feeling sleepyish but I don't really feel like sleeping... Sitting here now with a jacket on and a towel over my feet cos I'm wearing berms... Jinyuan's hall's aircon is pretty strong... And it seems the charge for it isn't very high so I suppose that's good... I suspect Jiayi stays in the same hall as him, but I'm not exactly very sure... Shall ask her again on Thursday when we go for lesson ba...

Today I was intending to blog about this roller-blader I saw on the AYE... Yes, there really was one, wearing an ACS(I) shirt too... Oh well, not my place to wonder what they're doing to the students there now, maybe they're too excited about having girls in the school ba...

Tomorrow's, or rather later's the last band prac before the term break... I suspect I'll miss my Wednesday nights and Saturdays very much... It happened last sem and I see no reason why it shouldn't happen again... Hope the studying thing still works out... Otherwise I'll be pretty sian... My grades aren't terribly fantastic and unless I put in some proper effort I doubt I'll do even close to decent... Quite stressed actually, even though perhaps I don't often show it, but I just can't bring myself to do anything about it at home... Too many distractions, too many things to think about... Haiiz I also dunno... Didn't even do as well as I'dve liked for my CTW, and I'm pretty sure I failed Computing midterms... Doesn't look very promising for my finals... Exams are coming soon too, Computing PE is on the 7th of April in the evening again... It's a Friday, so it means another afternoon of stoning in school and trying to figure out all the programs that've been going on here and there, reading notes, and the textbook... Abstract Data Types indeed, so abstract until I don't get what all of the module means... Even the SS fieldwork wasn't very good, or at least I don't think so... Lots of arts people to compete against... Even in FOE there's so much competition... Haizz... Dunno how to fight with them... nvm lah watever... I shall be fine...

Tomorrow shall be a better day...